second scan!

had second scan today, jean came with us. we waited and waited in the waiting room which is always seemingly forever.
didnt see anything for ages, omer really has the advantage since the tv screen is at his eye level. with me lying flat out i cant see anything at all - infurating!
after ages i get to see the baby, and saw him kicking and breathing, his little heart beating and a yawn, which obvoiusly means he already feeling bored in there.

window shopping

I have seen the weirdest names for shops in Cardiff. here are some examples..
nice but naughty - coffee shop
back 'n' sides - hair
chicken plus - fried chicken
burning fountain - clothes shop

first vist to Cardiff

cardiff it lovely, not as nice as cornwall but much nearer and better than manchester. yes i admit it, im in love with this new city and want to move. i'm thinkin all my friends in manchester should come vist cardiff so they will move here too.

fatima is singing ''old mac donald'' except her virsion is ''old maccy donald, having fun''
here is a pic of her --->

today i dunno what we are doing, but i hope we get to go out somewhere, yesterday omer take me to cardiff town, which is much wider and quiter than manchester, and we walked all over till i was tired.

Be Inspired, but how?

what should one do when run out of ideas? or wanting to do 2 conflicting things?
should i start again or keep going and hope it turns out okey?
why is there no website to find your idea path again?

everything seems to be about choices, and no one to guide me or advice me. what happened to my special advisor, and did she really have to leave?

lots of people ask for advice, but then they do the oppisete anyway, so whats the point?
might aswell tell them what they dont want to hear, cus thats what their ganna do.
is this life? or just a random slice of it?

Do we actully have a destiny? or a set path to follow? or is it just a bunch of random choices we make?

can you draw in your sleep?, i think it would be amazing if you could, i think when drawing i tend to concentrate too much. and it doesn't have to be perfect.

or does it?

charlotes web

so i have noticed this year there are more spiders around. and for some reason theres seems to be competition going on, on our bathroom celing. beacuse there used to be 5 spiders and then there was 3. i found the other 2, on the floor, quite dead. i dont know how they got to be dead. but i dont think they would have liked to die dropping from the celing. and i blame the bigest spider i think she murdered him.
now there is no court of law or justice for spiders. and since im the most often vistor that puts me up a notch, so she better be careful next time.

pee fuel

if pee was made into a car fuel then more pregnant ladies would have jobs.
And more people would get pregnant.
So if they made the law that you had to get married, there would be no problem of sex before marrage.